{"id":42505,"date":"2022-04-24T13:43:12","date_gmt":"2022-04-24T11:43:12","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.farnost-strazske.sk\/?p=42505"},"modified":"2022-04-24T13:43:29","modified_gmt":"2022-04-24T11:43:29","slug":"42505","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.farnost-strazske.sk\/?p=42505","title":{"rendered":"Aby ma postavil na nohy"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
Je\u017ei\u0161 prich\u00e1dza medzi svojich apo\u0161tolov, ktor\u00ed s\u00fa nato\u013eko vystra\u0161en\u00ed, \u017ee sa skr\u00fdvaj\u00fa za zatvoren\u00fdmi dverami. Ch\u00e1pem, \u017ee posledn\u00e9 dni boli pre nich \u0165a\u017ek\u00e9.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
„\u010co budeme teraz robi\u0165? Kam p\u00f4jdeme?“ p\u00fdtali sa mo\u017eno jeden druh\u00e9ho. Ve\u010f oni opustili v\u0161etko kv\u00f4li Je\u017ei\u0161ovi, nie kv\u00f4li sebe. \u010co teraz bud\u00fa robi\u0165? A bez neho?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ke\u010f ich nav\u0161t\u00edvi Je\u017ei\u0161, rozhodne namiesto nich, \u017ee p\u00f4jdu do sveta: „Ako m\u0148a poslal Otec, tak ja posielam v\u00e1s!“<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ak\u00e9 ve\u013ek\u00e9 vyzna\u010denie. Ak\u00e1 vzne\u0161en\u00e1 \u00faloha. Ale naozaj?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Poveda\u0165 vystra\u0161en\u00fdm apo\u0161tolom, ktor\u00ed sa skr\u00fdvaj\u00fa pred \u017didmi, aby i\u0161li von a robili to, \u010do robil on, je prinajmen\u0161om odv\u00e1\u017ene. Na prv\u00e9 po\u010dutie mo\u017eno aj necitliv\u00e9, a\u017e cynick\u00e9.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
,\u010co\u017ee?‘ pomyslel si nejeden z nich. Ako to mysl\u00ed? Maj\u00fa sa teraz necha\u0165 chyti\u0165, zbi\u010dova\u0165 a ukri\u017eova\u0165?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Av\u0161ak sk\u00f4r, ne\u017e by sa t\u00ed mu\u017ei zh\u00e1\u010dili, Je\u017ei\u0161 na nich d\u00fdchol a dodal: „Prijmite Ducha Sv\u00e4t\u00e9ho!“ A ver\u00edm, \u017ee iba v tom dychu a vysloven\u00fdch slov\u00e1ch, v celej sile neba, sa v\u0161etok ich strach rozplynul a aj preto sa nena\u0161iel nik, kto by protestoval.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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To, \u010do pre\u017e\u00edvali apo\u0161toli, mi nie je nijako cudzie: strach, sm\u00fatok, bezmocnos\u0165 a predo mnou znova t\u00e1 neist\u00e1 cesta, hoci som d\u00fafal, \u017ee budem putova\u0165 u\u017e len po ist\u00fdch chodn\u00edkoch, bezpe\u010dne a pln\u00fd sily.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nie, ja sa neboj\u00edm, \u010do bude s Je\u017ei\u0161om, ale tak ako apo\u0161toli, boj\u00edm sa, \u010do bude so mnou. V\u017edy, ke\u010f dovol\u00edm, aby mi Je\u017ei\u0161a vzali. Ke\u010f sa od neho vzdialim, ke\u010f mu d\u00e1m, hoci aj nedobrovo\u013ene, ko\u0161om, ke\u010f som zrazu \u010faleko ako ten m\u00e1rnotratn\u00fd syn.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Presne to sa deje, ke\u010f ma zas a znova opant\u00e1 hriech.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sm\u00fatok zo seba. Bezmocnos\u0165 pred zlozvykmi i pred ne\u010dakan\u00fdmi p\u00e1dmi. A strach, \u017ee sa z tej \u0161piny u\u017e nikdy nevymot\u00e1m. A tak by som chcel. Du\u0161oval som sa, \u017ee budem obozretn\u00fd, \u017ee tak \u013eahkov\u00e1\u017ene u\u017e nepadnem. A zrazu pr\u00e1sk. Hriech tu, hriech tam, op\u00e4\u0165 som v tom a\u017e po u\u0161i.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ako \u0165a\u017eko sa vst\u00e1va z tmy na svetlo. Lep\u0161ie je osta\u0165 za zatvoren\u00fdmi dverami.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A vtedy prich\u00e1dza Je\u017ei\u0161.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A ja iba klop\u00edm zrak. Sna\u017e\u00edm sa na neho ned\u00edva\u0165. Hanb\u00edm sa a \u013eutujem. On je v\u0161ak mocnej\u0161\u00ed ako moje sm\u00fatky, hanby a strachy. Prich\u00e1dza ku mne bli\u017e\u0161ie. Aby na m\u0148a d\u00fdchol. Aby mi dal z Ducha. Aby ma postavil na nohy.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A vtedy, iba v tom dychu a vysloven\u00fdch slov\u00e1ch, v celej sile neba, sa v\u0161etok m\u00f4j strach rozplynie a zrazu viem, \u017ee len v\u010faka nemu m\u00f4\u017eem za\u010da\u0165 odznova.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Len v\u010faka Je\u017ei\u0161ovi m\u00f4\u017eem a chcem…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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